I know what I want.
Call it selfish or wadeva.
I want to be praised for my music.
I want someone who hasnt heard my brother play before and praise me, better still those who have heard my bro before and praise me genuinely.
I want people to sit up and take notice of my music.
I want attention.
Simple.
My closest friends are either not impressed, or they havent heard me play.
I need positive reinforcement, give me a treat like the dolphins and doggies get.
I am getting slightly depressed musically.
I miss Bro.