my last post was shallow.
yet not too shallow.
Fortunately, I know where all my answers lie.
In God, Jesus Christ.
I need to go back to service, I'm playing in too many services.
I need to go back and hear that small still voice that makes everything alright which I cannot hear now.
God, i have asked seeked and knocked, I have a consious need of my crippling disability,
God help me.