Well, First, I am in no way peeved/angry/ irritated at Imran, Faiz, Vivian, Joyce, Shirely, Persis and/or Sharmini.
I just feel undermined at the bloody concept of the main committee.
They receive the emails, attend the meetings and make the decisions.
So now, I have had little chance to express my worth, my thanks, my extent of my capability and my worth (again).
It is irritating that I can't do anything about it because its all so understandable.
UNDERSTANDABLE.
It is also worrying that because I aren't in the main committee that I occasionally tend to slacken off.
That I blame 55% myself, and 45% the concept of main comm.
It just makes me feel useless at times.
Don't worry about my complaining.
Its just the concept of main comm, and its perfect rationale.
Hoo hah
I still love the main comm.